This is where I’m at…. Mixed emotions about everything, and everybody.. Family friends ect. Everybody only cares about themselves and no one else. Maybe I should try and be more like them. Start looking out for self. I’m soo tired of trying to be there for ppl. Trying to make everybody happy, when I’m not.. Shit happens, but it’s all about how you react to those things.. Ppl should come together in a crisis not move in a million and one direction. But moral of the story NOBODY is there when you need them most.. You should drop everything you are doin when somebody you care about is in need. None of that let ME do this first the I’ll be there. You might as well never come.